Psychiatry Among the Sciences


You might wonder, if you’ve read much of my blog, if I support psychiatry, if I believe in its pursuits.

I do. But I reserve my hopes in psychiatry for those clinicians who undertake the trust each individual puts before them in good faith. I admire psychiatrists with interest in the full scope and picture of each in their care. They see and hear, even feel, what each person tells before administering treatments for symptoms, treatments they recognize as limited in many ways, and so they apply them with care and great regard for effects both positive and negative.

When I’m watching documentaries about discovering the universe, over time how people have sought to understand the sun, moon, stars, and Earth’s place, ranging from assigning them godlike qualities, through gradually realizing in committed, repetitive observation that all these rotate, then that Earth is not the center, risking heresy to say so, yet maintaining their course of further learning, I think of psychiatry. I evaluate psychiatry as a science, its origins, and where it might go. Astronomy advanced immensely with the invention of the telescope, with rockets into space, computers, theories, theories, theories, and the never-ending drive to prove or disprove them. We have space programs, stations, satellites, shuttles, roving science stations on Mars, probes headed as far as we can take them on fuel and gravitational pull.

Psychiatry isn’t awarded the big budgets of NASA or entrepreneurial billionaires. But, like those exploring space, researchers stare into the vast, varied human experience, and then look closely into the tiniest recesses of the brain, neurons, cells, just as space explorers contemplate the huge unknown of the universe unfolding while searching for signs of life in slices of sediment under a microscope.

Psychiatry needs to be given its time, its chance to take risks, its opportunity to test theories.

When there is desire to examine a planet further from Earth more closely, the process starts with proposals and presentations, then a contract is awarded with budget constraints, and the engineers, astrophysicists, chemists, the whole team begin work to achieve the goal. They don’t know exactly how. It takes years and it takes sending out more proposals to solve problems within the primary proposal. Budgets expand. They don’t entirely know if the end product will work. They don’t know how factors in space might affect their best laid, highly calculated plans. They don’t know, and yet, one day, at 3-2-1 blast off! -the experiment roars up into the sky and away on its mission.

Amazingly, because humans have built on the earliest of observations and theories and have used technologies as they become available, we’ve come to learn so much more, photographing, sampling, letting people live in space, getting closer with improved telescopes and having patience to send probes so far that they may not reach their destination before the scientists retire.

It’s awe-inspiring, quite beautiful, and the stuff of dramatic, heart-pounding movies.

Psychiatry rarely does that for the general population, even though it involves the very heart and soul of each and every one of us. If central nervous system imaging came at us in high definition and spectacular color as regularly as Hubble and Webb space telescope images, would we find it just as fascinating?

I think about if psychiatric research had access to a facility as grand as say, The Brookhaven Large Hadron Collider. Maybe with that kind of funding dedication to neuropsychiatric research, we could figure out better how brain chemicals really react or what causes disparities in human behavior.

It’s a touchy subject, though, isn’t it? People don’t necessarily want to be broken down into just their biology and then fixed with dystopian-sounding chemical interventions or, god forbid, insertion of probes or computer chips. We want our distress to lessen, even cease, but not in the sense that we are under control or could be controlled.

I support psychiatry, ethical, caring, and kind psychiatry, because it’s a frontier with so much possibility.

I hate parts of where it’s at now, all the involuntary or coercive aspects to treatment, the coldness of institutions so able to hide cruelty and abuse, the randomness at times of how patients are drugged, over drugged, drugged for too long, without help available for safe withdrawing or damage from treatment, the liberal and frequent use of electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) because a hospital has it available and nobody’s keeping score, and the idea that drugging people and then asking them to participate in behavior modification training is in any sense humanitarian.

But I take note of the psychiatrists who want to move beyond the way psychiatric care is now, who are doing their best and helping people with the tools they have now, who continue to assert that psychiatry is valid and who continue to prove and disprove theories, even as they don’t know if best laid plans will land right, or even bring a discovery they didn’t anticipate.

Valid, you say? I must relent, after considering my own self and my four decades in psych treatment, after witnessing for myself the plight of so, so many fellow patients, that yes, there is validity to certain parts. I’ve seen people way out of it, stuck inside another world and time, self-care impossible, who respond to a drug and there was no other way they could be brought out, not that is currently available. I’ve also seen people, not as bad off as that, who desire help because they live in despair or chaos, and they want what psychiatry has to offer. I’ve also traced patterns in my biological family, and if I clear the generational trauma to one side, there remains a cluster of deep depression, illnesses that are just exhaustion, true manic states, and delusional thinking. This pulls me toward some sort of, call it what you like…disease, disorder, malady…that is passed genetically. But there’s no certainty, just observation, in that little theory of mine.

I’d like a future where ongoing generations, instead of denigrating, handwringing over, or casting out its family members suffering in the throes of mental torment or just looking like…a loser…would be able to find an accurate diagnosis, a fully understood treatment, and care that encompasses the whole of the individual, mostly keeping them in the community.

Sometimes I look up at the sky, the clouds rolling by, or the stars filling a winter night, and I wish for it.

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