Psych Units are...

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Over a span of four decades, I've been hospitalized somewhere around 60 times in psychiatric units. I assure you, these places are mostly dreary boxes devoid of any sense of freedom or expression, doors locked, staff watching, and my visualizations of them reflect that.

The rest of this post is a smattering of those images.















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